SWAN

"Swans usually mate for life, though 'divorce' does sometimes occur, particularly following nesting failure"。From wiki.

天鵝最讓人欣賞的，除左外表高貴大方，仲有佢地既愛情觀﹝但畢竟原來係有例外的﹞。真實的天鵝我都見過，有次仲想行近D摸下佢，好在TONY叫停我。如果唔係我可能好大件事，原因唔係我會比人拉比人罰，﹝係英國所以野生天鵝都係屬於英女皇的﹞，真正原因係，當一隻要保護小天鵝或巢的大天鵝，而你唔識死行近讓其覺得危險而作出反抗，它的翼能展開到差不多3米，力度足以將一個成年人打到骨折。幸好避過一劫。

今晚好多謝Phoenix，同我講左咁多感動既說話。

「我們都需要勇氣，去相信會在一起。」

都是你

近期很喜歡的一首舊歌。

想念的心，裝滿的都是你。

我的鋼琴，彈奏的都是你。

我的日記，寫滿的都是你的名。

最後呢句其實我覺得寫得幾差：才發現，又是一個黎明。

P.S. 要做好自己，呢排做事唔係太上心了，唉。

跑步很浪漫

沒錯，標題是「跑步很浪漫」。你會問，為什麼？或者想起了一些電影情節，一對戀人在沙灘慢跑。

不，我想說的的確是跑步很浪漫，這不是我說的，請看以下節錄。﹝BORN TO RUN﹞

「放鬆下來跑步。身體適應了搖籃般的節奏，你會幾乎忘記自己正在跑步，進入彷彿飛起來的柔和境界，月光與香檳般的浪漫隨之浮現。你仔細聆聽自己呼吸的聲音，感覺背上有多少汗珠滑落，不斷檢查自己的狀況。還有什麼事比這樣極端細心地照料身體更性感、浪漫？」

很誇張吧？跑步而已。你會這樣問。以前我跑是為了練氣，想練這個那個，所以得到的始終不理想，每次跑得很累就放棄了，有時會逞強到自己體力完全透支。現在不能說有很大進步，但至少我明白了以上道理，或者我有另一見解，就是做任何事，很多時候過程比結果更重要，跑步正是如此，因為每一步都是很重要。最近已經能做到保證完成8km的距離，有時還有餘力。

人天生就會跑。

夢一場

我們都曾經寂寞而給對方承諾　我們都因為折磨而厭倦了生活
只是這樣的日子　同樣的方式　還要多久
我們改變了態度而接納了對方　我們委屈了自己成全誰的夢想
只是這樣的日子　還剩下多少　已不重要

時常想起過去的溫存　它讓我在夜裡不會冷
你說一個人的美麗是認真　兩個人能在一起是緣份

早知道是這樣　像夢一場　我才不會把愛放在同一個地方
我能原諒　你的荒唐　荒唐的是我沒有辦法遺忘
早知道是這樣　如夢一場　我又何必把淚都鎖在自己的眼眶
讓你去瘋　讓你去狂　讓你在沒有我的地方堅強
讓我在沒有你的地方療傷

STS

STS is the new place i am working at after i left my uncle's company. being a salesman, the most valuable thing i gain there is not the contacts of clients, nor how many business i can get. ironically it is the friendship between my team. those dirty funny jokes, those complicated linkage between people inside, those selfishly demanding opinions, those pretentious attitudes, those friendly reminders, all those things I can see from just that past several months and I may have experienced before but never can escape whenever and wherever i work in this time this place. it is definitely not a place you can pursue your dream at nor earn a lot of money from. anyway, just wanna have more experience in that field before i am ready to go. but what should i care if i ve got mark six prize? Is it too ironic? It is life.

ps thanks my teammates for teaching me a lot and wish them all the best. though we dont know when we will split and work somewhere else in the future.

loneliness

i like the following line: No one really wants to admit they are lonely, and it is never really addressed very much between friends and family. But I have felt lonely many times in my life. from actor Bill Murray.

first recorded play with ar wai

bbq with nw wai, pk wai, jeff and taxi and my family last night. just took a first video play with ar wai. not really good but just recorded it down.

sobbing