跑步很浪漫

沒錯，標題是「跑步很浪漫」。你會問，為什麼？或者想起了一些電影情節，一對戀人在沙灘慢跑。

不，我想說的的確是跑步很浪漫，這不是我說的，請看以下節錄。﹝BORN TO RUN﹞

「放鬆下來跑步。身體適應了搖籃般的節奏，你會幾乎忘記自己正在跑步，進入彷彿飛起來的柔和境界，月光與香檳般的浪漫隨之浮現。你仔細聆聽自己呼吸的聲音，感覺背上有多少汗珠滑落，不斷檢查自己的狀況。還有什麼事比這樣極端細心地照料身體更性感、浪漫？」

很誇張吧？跑步而已。你會這樣問。以前我跑是為了練氣，想練這個那個，所以得到的始終不理想，每次跑得很累就放棄了，有時會逞強到自己體力完全透支。現在不能說有很大進步，但至少我明白了以上道理，或者我有另一見解，就是做任何事，很多時候過程比結果更重要，跑步正是如此，因為每一步都是很重要。最近已經能做到保證完成8km的距離，有時還有餘力。

人天生就會跑。

夢一場

我們都曾經寂寞而給對方承諾　我們都因為折磨而厭倦了生活
只是這樣的日子　同樣的方式　還要多久
我們改變了態度而接納了對方　我們委屈了自己成全誰的夢想
只是這樣的日子　還剩下多少　已不重要

時常想起過去的溫存　它讓我在夜裡不會冷
你說一個人的美麗是認真　兩個人能在一起是緣份

早知道是這樣　像夢一場　我才不會把愛放在同一個地方
我能原諒　你的荒唐　荒唐的是我沒有辦法遺忘
早知道是這樣　如夢一場　我又何必把淚都鎖在自己的眼眶
讓你去瘋　讓你去狂　讓你在沒有我的地方堅強
讓我在沒有你的地方療傷

STS

STS is the new place i am working at after i left my uncle's company. being a salesman, the most valuable thing i gain there is not the contacts of clients, nor how many business i can get. ironically it is the friendship between my team. those dirty funny jokes, those complicated linkage between people inside, those selfishly demanding opinions, those pretentious attitudes, those friendly reminders, all those things I can see from just that past several months and I may have experienced before but never can escape whenever and wherever i work in this time this place. it is definitely not a place you can pursue your dream at nor earn a lot of money from. anyway, just wanna have more experience in that field before i am ready to go. but what should i care if i ve got mark six prize? Is it too ironic? It is life.

ps thanks my teammates for teaching me a lot and wish them all the best. though we dont know when we will split and work somewhere else in the future.

loneliness

i like the following line: No one really wants to admit they are lonely, and it is never really addressed very much between friends and family. But I have felt lonely many times in my life. from actor Bill Murray.

first recorded play with ar wai

bbq with nw wai, pk wai, jeff and taxi and my family last night. just took a first video play with ar wai. not really good but just recorded it down.

sobbing

無題

今晚睡不著，現在是早上六時多了，仍未有半點睡意。

抽了根煙，沒有幫助，偶然想起我還有這個地方。腦海內不停浮現今天早上的事物，實情是她而已，已很久沒有把自己的鎖碎事記下，正好打發點時間吧。

我怎麼了，食神電影中薜家燕的一句對白：「我以後食飯點算呀？」或者韋小寶中周星馳的「除左你之外所有女人係我眼中都係一篤屎。」我今晚不停跟姐夫重覆了這兩句，有點開玩笑但假不了。

說到底沒有什麼大不了，只是相對之下，感覺太強烈了，你可以說是外在條件催使下導致的，但如果光是這個原因是不可能這樣的。

看來要計劃去東京走一敞。

讓軟弱的我們懂得殘忍

2010年都未寫過blog，今次試彈左我幾喜歡的歌叫"忘憂草"。好似冇乜事值得記下，算。

仲有一個月多D就到馬拉松了，我諗我都係跑唔晒，雖然都有練，但跑10KM已經好累了，順其自然吧。