one day maybe we will dance again

just went to Aris's new house in lam tin yesterday. it is pretty cool and most important that it is so closed to the MTR! he was my roommate when i was in cityu, the year my second year and his last year there. he is definitely one of my best friends i ever have. after visiting his new home we went to dinner nearby and i just got my favourite book "the unbearable lightness of the life" by milan kundera! that is always great to meet friends who you like to meet and share everything we face in our life even we are not closely linked as before. forgive me as i always being rude to him i mean orally speaking or my attitude but both of us know that is just a funny and more relaxing way to talk. everyone knows i am very gentle indeed. being a teacher he is always hesitate to perform bad but i just find a way to vent off with him by trash talking chinese foul lang in the street! it is fun!

obviously we lose some connections but in the same time we maintain some throughout our life. it all depends on ourselves. that is not an art to dealing with. thankfully i get much real friends who will support and play with me and i believe it will last very very long.

his house is quite expensive which costs 2m for about 800 foot! pay 10k monthly for 25 years for only a place to sleep?! crazy!! WAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I am just the pieces of the man i used to be

自從上星期我花了三個小時去遊歷了大半個中國後，感覺是解脫了。最悲傷的不是失去了什麼，而是不怎麼傷感。我想這跟本不算什麼回事，說愛也很牽強，最多只有點無奈和難堪。若果是發生在以前的話一定會大喊大叫一場，生離死別般難受，究竟成長讓人思想成熟了，還是變得麻木不仁？書展不用去了，戲不用看了，羽毛球也不要打了嗎？不，只是跟不同的人而已吧。這是積極還是消極？

why step on my dead body?

(you choose it!)

你有什麼理想?

剛才在MSN有位台妹問我這問題，我想了良久，也想不出答案。唉。

近來姐夫很頹，我以為只是我不斷問什麼是愛，他竟然也一樣。

以下是送給姐夫。

曾經有一段真摯的愛情出現在我面前，但我沒有好好珍惜。

等到失去了才後悔莫及，塵世間最痛苦的事莫過於此。

如果上天能再給我一次機會，我希望跟那個女生說我愛她；如果非要在這情份上加上一個期限，我希望是一萬年！

本週無事可記

以前我們都會被迫寫週記，對我來說基本上係一種功課而唔係真係想記下什麼或表達什麼的。基於係被迫的範泛的，週記往往只有短短幾句，或者"本週無事可記"！

何老師: 梁德成同學!你要重寫上星期週記!
我: 點解呀?我交左啦.
何老師: 得一句? 你上星期乜都冇做過咩?
我: 食飯, 柯屎, 訓教都要寫呀?
何老師: 真係冇其他?
我: ER.......冇唔係冇....不過.......
何老師: 寫啦咁!!
我: er......我都係唔好意思講既......
何老師: 即係乜呀??!
我: 我睇左,,,,村,,,,島....係囉...
何老師: @^&^%$#@#%^$&!@#(*&!

我都係扮下玩下姐！(我唔睇AV的。)講笑咩！不過講真真係冇咁既興趣BT或買黎睇。記得以前流傳得最廣泛既時期我都好少睇，係囉肥偉囉，咩都係佢嘛。佢係我唯一既SOURCE，我又出賣佢了。諗起以前係牆上記得"小錐"既上堂時間表，幾過癮。

我乜都UP到餐你就知其實我好鍾意寫週記啦！係唔鍾意做功課姐！

克里希那穆提

克里希那穆提話:
多少世纪以来，我们被我们的老师、尊长、书本和圣人用汤匙喂大。我们总是说：“请告诉我，那高原、深山及大地的背后是什么？”我们总是活在别人口中的世界，活得既肤浅又空虚，因此我们充其量只是“二手货”的人。你自己，这个身为人的你究竟是什么？

有一次同姐夫係條街度行, 有兩個外國人同我say hello, 好nice. 但我冇同佢打招呼, 我內心係小佢, 係, 我用好不屑既態度回敬. 對唔住, 因為佢係打TIE兼心口掛個牌個D傳教人仕. 佢既動機好明顯, 教傳! 佢想打救我既同時我亦然, 不過此打救不同彼打救. 我係仆街.

但有一點我認為克里希那穆提說得很對, 佢地都係跟風或者打份工, 咩係神, 咩係愛, 都只係別人口中得知. 再講佢既神佢既愛對我來說重要嗎? 說話永遠都可以說得很漂亮，請叫佢地收皮, 係呢個功利為先既社會講神不如講錢. (我其實都係視錢財如糞土的!SOBBING!) 一些人想用宗教達到很多目的, 宗教往往成為控制人思想既一種工具, 我絶不比其他人聰明, 只是對這一點我還是清晰的。

"從新認識你自己"是一本好書。

2008年7月12日星期六

今日一早搵左的士食野(11點能夠搵到佢條不佳真係好早的!)，跟住去我度玩結他，出席之感情既動物只有兩位成員。

個新AMP星期三送左我屋企，我屋企人將其原封不動放係廳中心，個AMP的SIZE都幾大，不過感覺上幾好丫。的士仲買左個支ACOUSTIC既BASS，好似係IBANZE(唔知有冇串錯)。今日都係如常玩我地熟既幾首歌，開始夾既時候大家都各有各彈，九唔撘八，但現在略有所成，可以頗smooth地由頭至尾完成到to be with you同埋tears in heaven，經已不錯了。我認為感情既動物開始莊大起來了!!UMM，應該要買個CHACHA比姐夫的，歌曲上有咁既需要，同埋佢唔使咁HEA成日唔JOIN。

之後晚上約左阿宙文瀚踢波，我屈左我細佬同姐夫一齊去，渣車!!同佢班friends踢左幾次，o係其中有個保長我好X唔順眼，結果今晚我"省"左佢幾野。我左腳ANKLE回復得唔錯，我諗慢慢來KEEP住少量運動會好些。

頂!之後四條友仔又身痕，又去開"研討會"(吊!既係打牌姐!!)。打過通頂，文瀚同姐夫輸，我打和，宙贏Q晒。最不佳係我叫我細佬自己撘車走先!!我都係......

Sometimes love is hiding between the seconds of your life

i recently obsess to a movie named "cash back".

The opera music, the hilarious episodes, the idle living style, the humorous jokes, every single line of the scripts are wonderful and impressive to me. Not only just a comedy of romance that is, but also a message/meaning inside which lead us to think what love is.

the beautiful naked girls did really give an great source of inspiration/fascination without them it couldn't make it, seriously. will ben/sean fall in love with a non-girlfriend materials or a girl without rack? probably not, just not to be scrutinized on it(who will like a movie acted by an ugly actress?) .

it is always creative to imagine what you will do when you are able to stop time. the actor in the movie chose pencil stretching his idols, and finally sharon forgave him because seeing hundreds of her drawings hanging in his own gallery show, that is just a movie trick anyway. the reality is that we cannot stop time, that is true but more realistic to say you cannot rewind time, you cannot undo things. if people are able to undo things i guess first of all there will be lots of us disappear because people only want to make love and not give birth! woho!

there are many favourite quotes still i choose this one:

"Crush. It's funny how the same word for the feeling of disappointment can be used for the feeling of attraction. The Oxford English Dictionary states one of the meanings for the word crushed as "a strong and unreasoning, but transitory attachment."

how many crushes i have since i born? sobbing...P!

i still wonder how can be a person alive without sleeping for successive two weeks? it is crazy.

Movie Sharing: The water horse

作為"the sentimental animals"的一份仔，看畢這套電影，我流了淚。

"如果你叫我下來，我便下來！你需要我我便下來陪你，但我現在更想的是你要開心快樂地生活。所以你一定要回家，回大海，那是屬於你的地方！你一定要回去，雖然我不能跟你走了。"

主題歌很動聽，讓我想多買些那位Tomboy look的歌手Sinead O'Connor的歌。

那隻水怪(其實我認為水怪這名字很差勁，因它一點都不怪，且很有人性很可愛)，它叫Crusoe，對，是主角Angus改的。Swimming的一幕很誇張很刺激，你有想過坐在一頭像恐龍大的生物上在海中觀光嗎？但在小朋友的世界中為什麼不行？而根本他們兩都是小孩！如果我說我也想試試這樣的歷險！！我算童真還是幼稚呢？

戲中的配菜，二次大戰的可怕，父愛的可貴等，無傷大雅。最主要兩位主角難能可貴的友誼能帶出。什麼是愛？我想這算是愛的一種吧。

一生所愛

从前现在过去了再不来
红红落叶长埋尘土内
开始终结总是没变改
天边的你飘泊白云外
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份
情人别后永远再不来(消散的情缘)
无言独坐放眼尘世外(愿来日再续)
鲜花虽会凋谢(只愿)但会再开(为你)
一生所爱隐约(守候)在白云外(期待)
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份

好感動的一首歌，但似乎周星星既摩力遠勝盧冠延，在YOUTUBE中也有純音樂版的一生所愛，但點擊率不到仙履奇緣版的四份之一。我頂佢，呢度係成套戲最感性既地方，都係要玩野。

"睇黎我唔應該黎。"
"留低段回憶得唔得呀?"
"咁都只係得到我肉體姐，並唔係得到我既靈魂，我已經有愛人，冇結果嫁，你比我走把啦!"

8081

8081合照，呢個隊名應該係梁超諗的。事實上我覺得呢個名唔錯的，但改名時有隊友反對8081呢個名。好似係阿維，嗯。

可能從呢個名會得知我地大部人都係出生於80或81，而家就話26或27歲姐，過多幾年就比人話老仲踢乜波丫?!隨住年齡既增長,踢波頻率越來越少，其實唔單係體能問題，仲要有心去踢先得既。真係你比錢我呀!嗚!!

上年係星酷玩既聯賽成績唔錯，好似第六?唔肯定，但因為個大會實在太廢了，安排差到離譜，今年8081已放棄參加。

呢個我不嬲算最有HEART果幾個喇，唔好話傷之前，傷左我都間唔中有去踢，唔使講咩朋友唔朋友既，真係想第日行得走得? 咁咪轉營打羽毛球或者去多D沙灘囉。

we dont have fucking choice!

最愛男人之虎呢段, how to be good?!WAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

試下post下video先，的士話用寫blog形式會好過做個人網頁，如果咁樣要post on9之夜條片咪一定要用youtube? (waoooooooooooo!!never ar eric!!dont play 9 me ar!!!)

nothing really matter

nothing to write at the moment but wanna try to create a post so my cat's photo will be a good choice! woho!