2008年12月27日星期六

blessing

不要說不要問,一切盡在不言中。



blessing to everyone.

2008年12月22日星期一

home sweet home

last week to me that was a wonderful week cos there were so many unexpected gifts from my friends, special thanks to ar wai, doris and momo. nevertheless what they are the biggest gift was time the whole family spent together. my previous living place wah ming is required to be re-installed the authorized/old style of window frames so my bro and his gf have to move in to my current place for several days also with "car" the 6 months old golden retriever. (why not big head b? anyway that is up to my bro)

so that was why we had a good meal time together during the weekend. the only one suffered is my cat as she is extremely repellent to the new comer car so the only possible way to make her feel safer is trapping she into a room with food,water and her loo. i spared my room to my bro and his fg and slept with my little bro in another room which is the same place to store the fat cat. as i said i am not a good son but u cannt disagree that the time you spending with family is priceless. since my bro lives by himself plus myself working in china that make me realize that. i used to regret and blame myself that i didnt teach or lead him well when childhood so that making him suspended his academic when form 4. but how about my youngest bro? seems no interest in studying at all instead he like sports (both basketball and football perhaps influenced my me) and also horse-racing with my dad every week. to my dad that is brilliant to have him a best partner in that. we discussed many things last two night such as the situation of the wah ming work or other minor stuffs but the most important thing is to persuade the middle son to join my dad's work. not matter what it must be more promising than his current job working as a employee for Ikea. anyway that is up to his choice.

i havent played my guitar for these few weeks just pick it up and playing for several mins. but I ran again at sat and sun each time took about 1 hour for 10km distance.

ps the golden can run pretty fast!

2008年12月19日星期五

17 27 37

17歲當時的我正在做什麼我已想不起。今天27歲的我正在辦公室裡寫我的blog。今天的確很遊閑,不是不想做事,而是沒什麼事做,我回了幾個電郵,交待了些事情,儘管事情都鎖碎得很。我很少在這談工作的,原因是每天都對著它了,還有什麼好談。這不代表我不喜歡我的工作,除了需要待在大陸之外﹝其實我很多時都跑回香港﹞,我很滿意我目前的工作環境,可能一般人﹝范指香港人﹞並不接受我的說法﹝大陸的工廠當然不及香港的辦公室﹞,或可能只是我已習慣了,我所指的只是工作的性質而已。好像說得太多關於工作的了。

除了長大了10歲之外,外表老了、鬍子多了、頭髮稀疏了、身形倒沒怎麼變,性格有沒有變呢?我想沒大改變,還是很幼稚的呢,這種性格或感覺很多時跟以前的朋友一起會自自然然的浮現出來,對我來說例如感情的動物,像每次姐夫「閃電」都會用拳頭回敬他。還有一個有鮮明的例子,我每次在街上看到陌生人拿著籃球都會很自信和不奇然的說他們垃圾,不管他們看上去像甲一球員或小朋友﹝的士和姐夫一聽見便毫不留情的‘表揚’我﹞。我不是我不清楚自己的實力﹝說實話很強!﹞,但不肯認輸的性格仍然非常強烈。要說沒變是不可能的,畢竟人長大了,閱歷多了﹝說得多麼動聽!﹞,改變始終是有的。

如果37的時候我還會寫blog的話應該會不錯的。

2008年12月14日星期日

十公里跑


剛跑完了十公里跑,正好距離吃晚飯還有少許時間,所以決定寫點東西打發時間。

從家中出發﹝沙頭角路﹞往粉嶺方向,直到聯和墟太約四公里。我以前零零碎碎的也有練跑過,但是沒有系統的跑。跑步需要系統的嗎?絶對需要的!身體會因為長年累月的苦練而自動調整,肌肉的強度或耐力,心肺工能亦隨之而增加。或者說跑步這運動最需要的,是跑步者的時間和決心。今次比以前跑多了少許,由於剛讀完村上春樹的小說,讓我很想練習。讀完關於他跑步的書讓我了解我要更加努力,他在書中強調不是每人都合適長距離跑的﹝他是跑馬拉松的﹞,而我想都未想過我可以一口氣跑完42公里,甚至半馬拉松的距離都沒信心完成,但我喜歡長跑。返回今天的練習。到聯和墟後我再向上水方向跑了太概一公里,到了天砰邨的7-11我便停下來,原因是我要補充水份。用八逹通買了一瓶245ml的保礦力水特,很快地咕碌碌的喝乾。完成了定下來的一半路程了,腳有點累,呼吸的節奏有點急但不亂。

休息了幾分鐘便開始回家的旅程,我決定放慢跑。已經很久沒有練習,不想太拼命的跑,好讓肌肉慢慢適應。在上水與聯和墟之間的一段路有不少跑者﹝不知稱他們跑者恰不恰當﹞,我被好幾位超越,原因是我跑速很慢。之後是回家最辛苦的4公里。剛喝完的飲料好像吸收了,可以將速度加快。我在這10公里之中偶爾想過想放棄,用走的,但努力去想其他的事情,分散注意力,好像把疲勞都忘却了。總算順利回到近家的最後一公里,我始終用走的了。當然主因的累了,其次我腳踝的傷未完全康服,緃使跑的過程中沒痛,結果還是走完最後的一小段路,雖然未能跑畢全程,但我還是滿意今次的練習。

目標是繼續維持穏定的練習。

2008年12月7日星期日

"夫添"合照










星期六約左大家到我家BBQ,期間終於COPY左D相落黎,精選左幾張,今次有"夫添"照喇。

2008年12月3日星期三

久違了的旅程







終於我們完成了多年來只有吹水沒有行動的旅程,其實旅程的目的地並不重要,能遠離工作枱,跟三五知己好友結伴同遊,實在難得。大家都沒怎麼變,我跟肥偉仍是喜歡吹水目及女,姐夫仍是喜歡閃電,的士仍是喜歡做仆街﹝實在很難說他旅行時喜歡做什麼,但做最多的肯定是屌我,因為他們都說我是保長,其實我唔係呀!咁我又真係lead住大家嘛!WOOHOO!﹞。

四天內實在太多好笑的話題,聖瑞馳財富酒店、小叶、啦班煎屎、人均腿長等,不能盡錄。我們都不怎喜歡購物,特別是的士,他基本上什麼都不買的,我跟肥偉算買最多的,但都是買給家人朋友,不是給自己。四人行是比較方便經濟的配撘,坐的士剛好滿坐,又平宜。食飯點菜亦可以多試幾道菜,識玩!

「憶江南,最憶是杭州」,我們大體都一致認為杭州比上海更適合我們,因為我都生活在大城市,更想看的是大自然的風光,而不是人多車多,到處都是高大廈,大型建設的大都會。論人而言,杭州人好像比較禮貌,友善,可能都是旅遊區的關係。上海人拜金?我不知道,但感覺上上海的人都很冷,不想多跟你說話似的,看來繁榮背後是有代價的。

還有大量相片後補再說。

下次的旅程目的地呢?

RONO!
Baggage
in the move style~

2008年11月24日星期一

我排着隊拿着愛的號碼牌



我的普通話?當然是一段香港人水準﹝即很差﹞,《遇見》是我較為熟練的一首中文歌。彈了幾年仍然彈不出水準,但我還未想放棄。我想我不算特別熱愛音樂,只是一般而已,但在練習的過程中可以讓我領會每首歌的箇中奧妙﹝好像學到新的生字﹞,是我想繼續下去的原因。我和我幾位朋友都認同我們是鋼鐵聖鬥士﹝意思不是鋼鐵般堅強,在聖鬥士中鋼鐵等同嘍囉﹞,可是我們沒有因此放棄,相反維持此興趣的意志不減。我想這可能是好事,若果天生是黃金聖鬥士,可能就會輕易放棄,此道理應用在其他方面好像一樣,﹝至少我是﹞,運動,學習,藝術,都無一有天份,但想繼續下去,僅此而已。

我想練跑。

2008年11月18日星期二

8081 0 - 3 Fortune

琴晚係星酷既足總盃四強戰﹝好似好勁﹞,我地好運地打入四強。

出陣陣容有:正選如下﹝排名不分先後﹞

肥丸
力王
詩路
詩路細佬
李嗚
阿維個friend

CP,大口,Alan同阿維打後備。場波實情都冇乜好講,輸體能,又輸技術。加上個場又比一般的大,走死人。上半場力保不失,下半場終於守唔住。今場好明顯係唔夠快,唉,所以8081唔參加比賽可能都係岩既。唯有踢下friedly算啦。

我同阿強阿煇都間唔中去觀塘同阿宙班友踢,所以都算keep得好少少。頂,本身係阿宙班friends中踢得出神入化的我一出去同D高班波踢即刻唔掂,都話嫁啦,一山還有一山高呀。

屌!開波前CP打比我!搵我咪又係要我幫佢拎衫,真係互勵互勉咩,就算係都講句:NO THANKS!

WDKLM

sorry i am not a gentleman

之前幾日yahoo mail都死左,收唔到email,點知今日又好返,所以就係咁收,太概load左六七十封。點知去到一封好很耐都未有,太概一杯茶既時間,終於搞咁喇,原來係星期日去舊同事度燒野食既相!我心諗邊Q個唔用facebook或其他放相既地方share用email咁有腦,名唔出了,點知一個唔夠,發夠3個,同樣係8MB的,搞到大塞車。我即刻用MSN串左佢幾句,話佢唔識野﹝嘿,我呢D門外漢﹞,搞到個server jam晒,佢回應係:hotmail最多可以容納10mb既email,仲有佢只發左一次。﹝如果用BB機收email,老實講真係會小佢的,每kb收錢嫁大佬!﹞

我聽到都廢9事理佢,就話OK算。

由此可見我果然唔係gentleman,唔識扮好人咁話:WOHO!多謝你D相,喂,不過用facebook會唔會好d呢?

對於D自己錯撚左又唔肯認仲要死頂既silly gap,我冇耐性。唉,我都係仆街,唔識扮下玩下,又唔識關心人,平時又唔肯笑,扮cool咩!又窮撚一條,講乜?﹝講明先我鍾意Rosa呢類呀下!有反對既朋友請提出!﹞

9up完。

2008年11月17日星期一

Romance De Amour

that is the first song i've learnt since i started to play guitar at my year 2 studying in cityu applied physics. i dont think that is perfect actually just choose from several trials. what i found is recording is really fun. it can either enhance your concentration or patience in playing guitar.



p.s. Arsenal lost to Aston Villa nil-2 What a fuck!

2008年11月10日星期一

當黃金狗遇上冇用肥貓





一連彈左兩隻歌放上網,估唔到有人都會比comment,我會加油的!感情的動物亦都係!今晚冇結他係手,可以放隻狗同貓既相。有乜特別?我間唔中都放嫁啦!特別就係呢次係佢地兩個第一次見面,隻狗仔起初唔敢入屋,見到隻貓仲好怕,隻貓唔使講,係咁張牙舞爪,但呢隻冇牙老虎太廢,見到隻大過自己咁多既狗行多步都唔肯。其實狗仔係想同佢玩的,但係貓貓咬底嘛。合照唔到,因為兩隻野唔敢行埋一齊。

2008年11月8日星期六

Tears in heaven

The first song the sentimental animals jam together, after recording this feel can play it better than before. Originally push jeff to be vocal of this but he always resist to do and eventually i must sing and play by myself but this is without taxi's bass, so may record another one with him in our next meeting. Woho!

2008年11月6日星期四

pretend ha play ha

more than words - extreme cover (by the sentimental animals)

try to play ha! Woho! but i still cannot play the solo part that is too hard to do.

2008年11月4日星期二

自然美






見到D鷄仔鴨仔同鵝仔咁得意,爭住走埋D人度等喂野食,忍唔住拍低落黎。我地同動物既感情有時比起同人之間黎得仲純真,因為佢地乜都唔理,只要有野食你唔傷害佢地,佢地就會親近你。有時覺得佢地稚氣得黎有點好笑。

上星期五感情既動物去睇左"爆粗BAND友",幾好笑的,無聊的話可以一睇。NO MUSIC NO DREAM!我話NO ROSA NO DREAM就真!咁係嘛,音樂要一齊分享先開心嫁嘛!WOHOO!

2008年10月30日星期四

Arsenal 4-4 Tottenham Hotspur

很難過的說,阿記今年好難拎聯賽第一。自賣走法明尼及希比等中場,路斯基又傷,個中場得法比加斯一個係有創造能力的,拿斯利可能都算但入會時間尚早,應該可以再踢好D。要玩地面波,但而家班友整體黎講波底差左好難再用同一招喇,除非轉型!伊保,和確七呢D浄係識帶波爆入去,D傳波又唔準又唔穏定。桑治,單尼遜同迪阿比都算防守型,佢地都不善進攻。阿記打進攻足球?喂,前鋒呢?雲佩斯其實真係好野,有技術有腳頭,但感覺上係孤掌難嗚左D,唔通真係要靠多哥球王咩?球王唔係太差我始終認為,但以佢既料子黎講做球王,係囉,咁我都可以係粉嶺球王或者沙頭角球王啦。賓特拿可以比多D佢踢,但又係無奈,佢同球王踢法同位置感都好相似,感覺上佢都幾臭馬的!原來呢場波冇出托尼,出左斯維斯逹,唔怪得比人追返4-4啦,我頂!(我冇睇場波,但我對斯維斯逹有偏見!)

如果法比加斯都走埋就唔使爭了。

2008年10月29日星期三

If you dont love me baby, please! please lie to me!

E大調的一首lie to me, chord progression是非常容易的,(E A F#m A F#m)但感情既動物要玩得好仲需要好長時間。咩都唔想講,聽歌!!

hey, Is you Bon Jovi?
of course!!

if you dont love me lie to me!!
cos babe you are the only one thing i believe!
let it all fall down around us, if that is what 's meant to be
Right now Right now if you cannt love me babe lie to me!!



yea yea yea yea yea yea yea yea yea......

2008年10月23日星期四

the mascot of the sentimental animals





tone of loneliness

there is still one day of the exhibition to go but suddenly feel strong feeling of empty and loneliness. played snooker two night with jeff but that feeling still cannt be got away. maybe just sitting at the booth for whole day and without internet there i almost do nothing for the company except trash talking with the unknown people and exchanging the name card. during these few days met many people some of them are quite annoying take the sales of the organization, they keep persuading me to join the next show even thought i say i will call them if i need. they just dont listening and keep bothering me, may i say "fuck off please!" but as gentle like me i will never do that. but still that is funny to meet different people from different countries. basically they are nice and willing to talk but only about business. I must confess that i am very lucky to know the two old england man from working in my previous company because we are just friends! anyway, i was cheated again by a sales today to sign a new contract for using their advertising service next year! I fucking hate that sales!! they called those skill or technique in selling but i think that is just what they premeditated and eventually if you talk with them you will be on the way (to be cheated).

what is worse than being prosecuted for just driving your parent to the train station? this morning i was charged by a fresh policeman (i suppose he is because of his aptitude) because i stopped my car just 5m away from the authorized area! my dad was fucking angry and wanna fuck him but i just stopped him and let the police finish it quickly. But in mind that is just a trap and the reality is the fresh policeman needs that experience more than I really offense the rule!! Who should blame?

remember there is one more day to standby in your booth!

2008年10月13日星期一

One thing is true - I still love you!



Thanks Queen that is a very uplifting song to sing (with the sentimental animals). Very strong feeling inside as taxi said that is the last record of studio version devoted by Freddie himself. I am contaminated by that pk and stick with those music rather than the Cantonese pop from long ago. (but Richie is not included in this range!he is genius! just cannt give it up.) Life is so vulnerable and so as our relationship but one thing is still true - i still love you! but that love is different from the love said by pk san because he only speaks for gaining the sympathy from those silly gap and then eat. What the hell is he just thinks that he is really sentimental and pretend hurted in someway. As jeff said, we fuck you hardly because we think you are our friends! (that means face to face la) we always fuck someone else(the best son) too but just saying it behind him (WOHOO!) Anyway, hope we can play this song well and include this into our tour!

2008年10月9日星期四

人生若只如初見

一句人生若只如初見,又何事秋風悲畫扇呢。寫得太好了,來自滿清一位詞人納蘭性德的飲水詞。「如果能夠回到過去的話,我會跟她說我愛她,如果非要在這段情份上加上一限期,我希望是一萬年」,雖然跟人生若只如初見毫無關聯,但我覺得意境相近,人總是要等到失去只知後悔的。話說回頭納蘭性德應該是想念亡妻才有此創作吧,否則怎樣有此心境。人生怎可能跟初見一樣的美好,譬如說我們小時候認識的朋友,跟他們的關係都不會完全像最初吧,﹝多謝我的朋友,因為我們仍然像最初!﹞。更何況男女關係,最麻煩的一項非此莫屬,所以人生若只如初見的憧景的確讓人醉到。

說到此處不禁讓我想起某友人在他的MSN的介紹的一行中顯示"熱戀中"的訊息,他為什麼要這樣說明他正在熱戀中暫且不提,我想說的是我們一般人所了解的熱戀,可以維持多久?熱戀一詞算不算不成熟?在年青時我們面對心儀對象時才會產生的一化學反應,好像都希望跟他或她一生一世。到長大後只發覺這個想法很天真,米蘭昆德拉小說中多少男主角誰不是見一個愛一個,甚至說到人本能上去追求跟不同的異性做愛是生經地義,雖然聽起來很低俗,但對不起,這是真相。愛情若是建立於隐喻之上,那一定是最不可信的事了。

順帶一提這位友人的"熱戀中"那快就被他自己刪掉了。

2008年10月6日星期一

i am no one

i am no one. i can sing fairly well but no one know a shit of it. even someone knows they wont care as there are millions of people who can sing. i can jump pretty high but i am not tall enough to play higher grade basketball. i can write but that is not enough for me to get a distinction in the examinations. i can run quite fast but the same i dont have 1.9m body to compete with those sprinters. i can earn but just very limited money. more sensibly talking i am always being awkward in negotiating price with the tricky clients. i can pick up my guitar and play for successive two hours but that is only self-entertaining no one will give advice or play alone with. i am not a good elder brother but just tried to be indulgent to the two youngers. i am not a good son cos i just be humble whole day and hate showing good son attitude. so who am i? obviously i am no one.

2008年10月3日星期五

與領導人對話

悟已往之不諫,知來者之可追;實迷途其未遠,覺今是而昨非。吾昨晚不勝酒力,因夢遊仙境巧遇主席兮,故誠心討教一番乎,今摘錄如下,知乎者也,烏枯哀哉。

我:胡爺爺,你為什麼要當主席呢?
胡:我也不想當,是人民叫我當啊!
我:我長大後也想當,怎樣才能當得上呢?
胡:緊記「勤有功,戲無益」,把書讀好,強體魄,將來你也可以。
我:那胡爺爺,我可以像劉祥一樣快嗎?
胡:緊記「勤有功,戲無益」,把書讀好,強體魄,將來你也可以。
我:那次神七升空空前成功,其在太棒了!
胡:神州七號成功完成任務,為國家在科研技術發展邁進了一大步,乾杯!
我:?!兩個奧運同樣精采完成,為我國於國際中樹立不少口碑,但問題奶粉事件卻另各國聞風喪膽啊,怎樣辦呢!?
胡:要加強打擊不法商人之力度,加強監管,加強質量控制,實行三不政策,不偏不倚不手軟!
我:那那些農民被強征去土地但沒有合理賠償的呢?
胡:有這回事嗎?可惡,我定會好好調查調查!一經查實,一定嚴懲這些官員,一定會加強監管,加強質量控制,實行三不政策,不偏不倚不手軟!
我:但是官商勾結的話怎打擊呀?你看之前那個因色不逐打死人的那個富家弟子,一樣逃之沃沃?
胡:全部給我打!他媽的!
我:那可大可小的,要打很多人呢!
胡:孩子你沒聽過天下烏鴉都是一樣的黑嗎?
我:......

歸去來兮,請息交以絶游。世與我而相遺,復駕言兮焉求?悅親戚之情話,樂琴書以消懮。農人告余以春及,將有事干西畴。或命巾車,或棹孤舟。既窈窕以尋壑,亦崎嶇而經丘。木欣欣以向榮,泉涓涓而始流。善萬物之得時,感吾生之行休。

2008年9月29日星期一

大浪灣後記

上個星期六跟姐夫阿偉去大浪灣一日遊。太概十點出發,一向甚少開車去港島的我,由於阿偉住藍田,大浪灣近南區東面,所以決定用東隧。果然不出所料,當然又係唔識路。姐夫呢個導航還不如不導。結果問人之下終於行岩左,要行大潭道跟住轉石澳路。

南區同其他區好唔同,密度唔高之餘仲加上環境規劃得好,好似有種地靈人傑既感覺。去到海邊風景當然靚,見到D背山面海既豪宅時,都不禁同姐夫講句,「我明白點解女人要搵有錢佬啦,我原諒左佢地」。但沒有你贏了世界又如何,二億豪宅都需要位楊棦女主人先完美,題外話姐。

原來呢個大浪灣真係好Q大浪的,跟本唔適合游水,玩滑板就差唔多。頂,原來我地D英文水平真低,問姐夫同阿偉滑水英文係咩大家都唔肯定,WATER SKIIING先岩呀大學生!

古人云:欺山莫欺水呀!今次我又食左兩啖海水,唔好以為識游水就大晒,D浪大到跟本足以另你一沉不起,游太出會好容易被卷出去,唔。上次打風呢度有人照玩浪結果命都玩完,何必呢?一直HEA到差不多四點幾,我地離開大浪灣了。

7點鐘約左阿宙觀塘踢波,中間仲有少少時間,去左篤波。跟住踢到9點幾。其實我都係挨住踢,原因係上兩個星期踢波時被人撞傷左邊腰未復完,「做人真係要識留,你都想第日行得走得,去下旅行」,SORRY,我一向都好少留,一係唔落場,呢個習慣多年不曾改過。

跟住高潮黎啦,又黎大鬧四方城,呢個馬拉松式既假期真係仲辛苦過返工。打到第二日8點。最後有小小不歡而散,文潮條不佳又因輸錢而不顧別人感受,硬要打多四圈,阿宙好無奈咁比返三百佢佢先肯唔打放人,三百蚊咋?真係咁很重要?我挑。

最後開車返上水時姐夫煩過乜,係咁激勵我怕我訓著,咪玩啦,我呢D賽車手。

星期日全日訓教,又冇感情既動物,但我夜晚自己去左粉嶺再游,問你死未。

話時話,20世紀少年唔錯播。

2008年9月24日星期三

陳昇!陳昇!陳昇!


能不能讓我陪著你走,既然你說留不住你.......從把悲傷留給自己的憂鬱;

如果我真的愛你讓你走開,曾有你此生我早已足夠......到小雪的激情彭拜;

都係每次聽陳昇既歌既時候所感受到的(肥偉都鍾意,但只係小雪個名)。

讓我輕輕的吻著你的臉,擦乾你傷心的眼淚.......不再讓你孤單真係魔鬼的情詩?

還是北京一夜比較經典,one night in beijing!我留下許多情!不管你愛與不愛都是歷史的塵埃。

只有陳昇的歌有一種莫明的共鳴,的而且確感覺很苦男人的,但絶不是那個扮受傷最辛苦的那種。我認識陳昇的歌就只有以上幾首,但這幾首都很喜歡,真係百聽不厭。

送呢首歌比自己

2008年9月22日星期一

家好月圓 VS 曼魚對車仔

大家唔好誤會,本人從來唔睇家好月圓,但今晚係大結局,咁岩亦係曼魚對車仔,屋企人隨我之外全部都係家好月圓,得我一個係睇波。由此可見TVB或電視劇既威力幾大!兩個節目雖則完全風牛相馬不及,但比較觀眾既反應,家好月圓絶對有過之而無不及!冇計,話我偏見又好,唔識欣賞又好,TVB既Drama真係吸引唔到我,以我呢D偽知識分子兼咁理性既人,(WOHO),睇到D三句唔埋就鬧交或者喊既劇,唔小已經好比面。無論足球幾咁刺激幾咁真實都冇用,你同D鍾意睇到大團圓結局既C9講係多餘的(SAVE YOUR BREATH!) 都唔知有乜好睇?悶到死!個波踢黎踢去都唔知做乜!呢D經常由D足球既outsider口中聽到。但足球一定係世界上最受注目既運動之一,除左足球本身有戰術,個人技巧,team spirit,球場以外,花邊新聞亦不遑多讓,邊個話足球淨係踢波!呢度唔多講足球了。

講開又講,我呢D孖寶半全膽之鬼,又幫我老豆係馬會拎返6百幾蚊。THANKS LIVE BET!

又話時話,呢隻歌真係好聽,任賢齊的"還有我"!(A GIFT TO PURPLE)

看著你有些累想要一個人靜一會
你的眼含著淚我的心也眼著碎
你為哪個人憔悴為他扛下所有罪
我為你執迷不悔整夜無法入睡
就算全世界離開你還有一個我來陪怎麼舍得讓你受盡冷風吹
就算全世界在下雪就算候鳥已南飛還有我在這裡痴痴地等你歸
你裝作無所謂其實已痛徹心扉
沒想像中的堅強堅強地面對是與非
想要給你的安慰你淡淡笑著拒絕
滿身傷痕的愛情不值得你付出一切

2008年9月18日星期四

gill too hard!

當然要回味一下小齊既心太軟,小虫落力打做既齊式情歌!果然為小齊既絶種好男人形象埋下伏筆。最低死既係軟一定係對硬,而硬一定係9呢?(呢度唔係大陸呀!)真係要送呢首歌比力王。

不是你的就別再勉強!

2008年9月8日星期一

all i ask of u



(The Cheap Pan of the 春華)

唔,呢個LIVE SHOW唔錯,原來電影裏面都係Emmy Rossum唱的。記得呢套戲上畫既時候我仲係舊公司做,係同班同事一齊去睇的(好似係朗豪坊添)。頂佢,岩岩check check原來佢1986出生,當時只得十幾歲,雖然唔係唱得認真好好,呢個LIVE版同電影比好明顯電影入面執左好多位,但對比大部份香港歌手或藝人,已經係風塵莫及了。(喂,好過好多實力派啦係咪呀?)其實大家都係唱情歌黎講我都覺得佢唱得較有感情喎,係就係主觀D,不過係咁嫁啦,X呀X打你兩拳咩?!D情歌王厄錢又點,咪一樣有人聽有人鍾意,冇野既,蘿白青菜,各有所愛嘛!

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
My words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
To guard you and to guide you.
Say you love me every waking moment,
Turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
Promise me that all you say is true,
That's all I ask of you.
Let me be your shelter,
Let me be your light;
You're safe, no one will find you,
Your fears are far behind you.
All I want is freedom,
A world with no more night;
And you, always beside me,
To hold me and to hide me.
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
Let me lead you from your solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
Anywhere you go, let me go too,
Christine, that's all I ask of you
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me,
Each night, each morning.
Say you love me!
You know I do.
Love me, that's all I ask of you

2008年8月29日星期五

Why dont we give love one more chance?!

no car no house no future!

does it really mean that? yeah i mean it, you will be classified as hopeless if you dont have the above. you cannt help but that is just the reality. love cannt feed you and sometimes i suspect that is just an illusion or a game of matching. prince with princess, royal with rich, poor with poor it will never be mistaken.

yeah, in any points of view, we become pragmatic, inevitably. especially in this modern society. who fucking care about the poverty, and please dont bother me to have my 2000k porshce! come on you dont know how hard is the money i earn!! that is alright because that is the rule of the game. and we are all playing this game.

what i feel distress is those pretentious who saying love but cannot live without a luxury car or big house. "i left him/her because we wont have future!" what is future btw? what is present? it is funny to hear the excuses and the real reason is just money. perhaps i am too childish, or perhaps i never have the feeling of being rich, i suppose it could be heaven! but to hear those just irritate me to rethink what love is? if love is over all basis, what should we care? apparently that is wrong.

2008年8月25日星期一

天下無不散之延席




第29屆奧運終於完了,在這短短17天的過程中我們看到了很多精彩又另人印象深刻的片段。儘管在開幕前受種種問題包括四川地震,新彊恐佈襲擊、污染、人權、語言及文化差異、場地不足等困擾,中國人展現了強大的國民力量,將北京從新展視於國際。除了金牌背後的辛酸,希望國民都明白到中國必需跟國際接軌才能使中國富強,正如羅格說:「China has experienced that they cannot live in isolation.」原來在電視機面前聽到中國國歌奏起已經是這麼蕩氣迴腸的,難怪不少得奬者流下英雄淚!
話說回來,無記的一班"偽"員真的很差勁,相對CCTV甚至ATV(主要是徐家樂)都是不入流的,只能怪一台獨大的惡果,讓一群混水摸魚的港男港女在幾百萬人面前出醜。

2008年8月11日星期一

China vs USA basketball@Beijing Olympics



that must be one of the best basketball game i ever watched. it is because Chinese team was fighting for their honor! Yao Ming and all other Chinese teammates are incredibly great. both skill and power of them are improved so much. As the emperor of basketball, it is too harsh for China to challenge USA. but the point is they were already trying their best and made USA not in an easy game. No matter what Yao Ming must been the one draw all the attention in the entire game. He is really the only one gaining advantage with his center match-up. When he dropped several successive offensive rebounds and then fouled by USA my tears almost came up. Even Wang Z.Z. had to applause and encourage him when he was at the bench. He must be one of the strongest center in nowadays NBA game. With 7'6" height, versatile techniques and passionate basketball enthusiasm, that really make this big man leading the China team to step forward in basketball history.

2008年8月6日星期三

how deep can you touch



after taxi recommending this song to me, i tried to play it with my guitar and then love this song. you cannot help that is always my favourite type of music and of course taxi knows it that is why he proposed this to the sentimental animals. what is lacking in our music is a leading rhythmical instruments for example a drum. i believe my guitar can somehow do it but practically not very match for all songs and definitely a strong beat is more sensible to achieve this. if you wanna play something more rock that could be essential too! that fucking jeff never join the function instead of going to work on sat or sun makes us disastrous! He PK don't concern us! (sobbing) Also where is my next high grade guitar?! Electric or acoustic? Benz or Porsche? what should i care about it? Chi SIN!

2008年7月30日星期三

one day maybe we will dance again

just went to Aris's new house in lam tin yesterday. it is pretty cool and most important that it is so closed to the MTR! he was my roommate when i was in cityu, the year my second year and his last year there. he is definitely one of my best friends i ever have. after visiting his new home we went to dinner nearby and i just got my favourite book "the unbearable lightness of the life" by milan kundera! that is always great to meet friends who you like to meet and share everything we face in our life even we are not closely linked as before. forgive me as i always being rude to him i mean orally speaking or my attitude but both of us know that is just a funny and more relaxing way to talk. everyone knows i am very gentle indeed. being a teacher he is always hesitate to perform bad but i just find a way to vent off with him by trash talking chinese foul lang in the street! it is fun!

obviously we lose some connections but in the same time we maintain some throughout our life. it all depends on ourselves. that is not an art to dealing with. thankfully i get much real friends who will support and play with me and i believe it will last very very long.

his house is quite expensive which costs 2m for about 800 foot! pay 10k monthly for 25 years for only a place to sleep?! crazy!! WAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008年7月24日星期四

I am just the pieces of the man i used to be

自從上星期我花了三個小時去遊歷了大半個中國後,感覺是解脫了。最悲傷的不是失去了什麼,而是不怎麼傷感。我想這跟本不算什麼回事,說愛也很牽強,最多只有點無奈和難堪。若果是發生在以前的話一定會大喊大叫一場,生離死別般難受,究竟成長讓人思想成熟了,還是變得麻木不仁?書展不用去了,戲不用看了,羽毛球也不要打了嗎?不,只是跟不同的人而已吧。這是積極還是消極?

why step on my dead body?

(you choose it!)

2008年7月22日星期二

你有什麼理想?

剛才在MSN有位台妹問我這問題,我想了良久,也想不出答案。唉。

近來姐夫很頹,我以為只是我不斷問什麼是愛,他竟然也一樣。

以下是送給姐夫。

曾經有一段真摯的愛情出現在我面前,但我沒有好好珍惜。

等到失去了才後悔莫及,塵世間最痛苦的事莫過於此。

如果上天能再給我一次機會,我希望跟那個女生說我愛她;如果非要在這情份上加上一個期限,我希望是一萬年!

2008年7月15日星期二

本週無事可記

以前我們都會被迫寫週記,對我來說基本上係一種功課而唔係真係想記下什麼或表達什麼的。基於係被迫的範泛的,週記往往只有短短幾句,或者"本週無事可記"!

何老師: 梁德成同學!你要重寫上星期週記!
我: 點解呀?我交左啦.
何老師: 得一句? 你上星期乜都冇做過咩?
我: 食飯, 柯屎, 訓教都要寫呀?
何老師: 真係冇其他?
我: ER.......冇唔係冇....不過.......
何老師: 寫啦咁!!
我: er......我都係唔好意思講既......
何老師: 即係乜呀??!
我: 我睇左,,,,村,,,,島....係囉...
何老師: @^&^%$#@#%^$&!@#(*&!

我都係扮下玩下姐!(我唔睇AV的。)講笑咩!不過講真真係冇咁既興趣BT或買黎睇。記得以前流傳得最廣泛既時期我都好少睇,係囉肥偉囉,咩都係佢嘛。佢係我唯一既SOURCE,我又出賣佢了。諗起以前係牆上記得"小錐"既上堂時間表,幾過癮。

我乜都UP到餐你就知其實我好鍾意寫週記啦!係唔鍾意做功課姐!

2008年7月14日星期一

克里希那穆提


克里希那穆提話:
多少世纪以来,我们被我们的老师、尊长、书本和圣人用汤匙喂大。我们总是说:“请告诉我,那高原、深山及大地的背后是什么?”我们总是活在别人口中的世界,活得既肤浅又空虚,因此我们充其量只是“二手货”的人。你自己,这个身为人的你究竟是什么?

有一次同姐夫係條街度行, 有兩個外國人同我say hello, 好nice. 但我冇同佢打招呼, 我內心係小佢, 係, 我用好不屑既態度回敬. 對唔住, 因為佢係打TIE兼心口掛個牌個D傳教人仕. 佢既動機好明顯, 教傳! 佢想打救我既同時我亦然, 不過此打救不同彼打救. 我係仆街.

但有一點我認為克里希那穆提說得很對, 佢地都係跟風或者打份工, 咩係神, 咩係愛, 都只係別人口中得知. 再講佢既神佢既愛對我來說重要嗎? 說話永遠都可以說得很漂亮,請叫佢地收皮, 係呢個功利為先既社會講神不如講錢. (我其實都係視錢財如糞土的!SOBBING!) 一些人想用宗教達到很多目的, 宗教往往成為控制人思想既一種工具, 我絶不比其他人聰明, 只是對這一點我還是清晰的。

"從新認識你自己"是一本好書。

2008年7月13日星期日

2008年7月12日星期六

今日一早搵左的士食野(11點能夠搵到佢條不佳真係好早的!),跟住去我度玩結他,出席之感情既動物只有兩位成員。

個新AMP星期三送左我屋企,我屋企人將其原封不動放係廳中心,個AMP的SIZE都幾大,不過感覺上幾好丫。的士仲買左個支ACOUSTIC既BASS,好似係IBANZE(唔知有冇串錯)。今日都係如常玩我地熟既幾首歌,開始夾既時候大家都各有各彈,九唔撘八,但現在略有所成,可以頗smooth地由頭至尾完成到to be with you同埋tears in heaven,經已不錯了。我認為感情既動物開始莊大起來了!!UMM,應該要買個CHACHA比姐夫的,歌曲上有咁既需要,同埋佢唔使咁HEA成日唔JOIN。

之後晚上約左阿宙文瀚踢波,我屈左我細佬同姐夫一齊去,渣車!!同佢班friends踢左幾次,o係其中有個保長我好X唔順眼,結果今晚我"省"左佢幾野。我左腳ANKLE回復得唔錯,我諗慢慢來KEEP住少量運動會好些。

頂!之後四條友仔又身痕,又去開"研討會"(吊!既係打牌姐!!)。打過通頂,文瀚同姐夫輸,我打和,宙贏Q晒。最不佳係我叫我細佬自己撘車走先!!我都係......

2008年7月11日星期五

Sometimes love is hiding between the seconds of your life

i recently obsess to a movie named "cash back".

The opera music, the hilarious episodes, the idle living style, the humorous jokes, every single line of the scripts are wonderful and impressive to me. Not only just a comedy of romance that is, but also a message/meaning inside which lead us to think what love is.

the beautiful naked girls did really give an great source of inspiration/fascination without them it couldn't make it, seriously. will ben/sean fall in love with a non-girlfriend materials or a girl without rack? probably not, just not to be scrutinized on it(who will like a movie acted by an ugly actress?) .

it is always creative to imagine what you will do when you are able to stop time. the actor in the movie chose pencil stretching his idols, and finally sharon forgave him because seeing hundreds of her drawings hanging in his own gallery show, that is just a movie trick anyway. the reality is that we cannot stop time, that is true but more realistic to say you cannot rewind time, you cannot undo things. if people are able to undo things i guess first of all there will be lots of us disappear because people only want to make love and not give birth! woho!

there are many favourite quotes still i choose this one:

"Crush. It's funny how the same word for the feeling of disappointment can be used for the feeling of attraction. The Oxford English Dictionary states one of the meanings for the word crushed as "a strong and unreasoning, but transitory attachment."

how many crushes i have since i born? sobbing...P!

i still wonder how can be a person alive without sleeping for successive two weeks? it is crazy.

2008年7月10日星期四

Movie Sharing: The water horse





作為"the sentimental animals"的一份仔,看畢這套電影,我流了淚。

"如果你叫我下來,我便下來!你需要我我便下來陪你,但我現在更想的是你要開心快樂地生活。所以你一定要回家,回大海,那是屬於你的地方!你一定要回去,雖然我不能跟你走了。"

主題歌很動聽,讓我想多買些那位Tomboy look的歌手Sinead O'Connor的歌。

那隻水怪(其實我認為水怪這名字很差勁,因它一點都不怪,且很有人性很可愛),它叫Crusoe,對,是主角Angus改的。Swimming的一幕很誇張很刺激,你有想過坐在一頭像恐龍大的生物上在海中觀光嗎?但在小朋友的世界中為什麼不行?而根本他們兩都是小孩!如果我說我也想試試這樣的歷險!!我算童真還是幼稚呢?

戲中的配菜,二次大戰的可怕,父愛的可貴等,無傷大雅。最主要兩位主角難能可貴的友誼能帶出。什麼是愛?我想這算是愛的一種吧。

一生所愛



从前现在过去了再不来
红红落叶长埋尘土内
开始终结总是没变改
天边的你飘泊白云外
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份
情人别后永远再不来(消散的情缘)
无言独坐放眼尘世外(愿来日再续)
鲜花虽会凋谢(只愿)但会再开(为你)
一生所爱隐约(守候)在白云外(期待)
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份
苦海翻起爱浪
在世间难逃避命运
相亲竟不可接近
或我应该相信是缘份

好感動的一首歌,但似乎周星星既摩力遠勝盧冠延,在YOUTUBE中也有純音樂版的一生所愛,但點擊率不到仙履奇緣版的四份之一。我頂佢,呢度係成套戲最感性既地方,都係要玩野。

"睇黎我唔應該黎。"
"留低段回憶得唔得呀?"
"咁都只係得到我肉體姐,並唔係得到我既靈魂,我已經有愛人,冇結果嫁,你比我走把啦!"

8081


8081合照,呢個隊名應該係梁超諗的。事實上我覺得呢個名唔錯的,但改名時有隊友反對8081呢個名。好似係阿維,嗯。

可能從呢個名會得知我地大部人都係出生於80或81,而家就話26或27歲姐,過多幾年就比人話老仲踢乜波丫?!隨住年齡既增長,踢波頻率越來越少,其實唔單係體能問題,仲要有心去踢先得既。真係你比錢我呀!嗚!!

上年係星酷玩既聯賽成績唔錯,好似第六?唔肯定,但因為個大會實在太廢了,安排差到離譜,今年8081已放棄參加。

呢個我不嬲算最有HEART果幾個喇,唔好話傷之前,傷左我都間唔中有去踢,唔使講咩朋友唔朋友既,真係想第日行得走得? 咁咪轉營打羽毛球或者去多D沙灘囉。

2008年7月9日星期三

we dont have fucking choice!



最愛男人之虎呢段, how to be good?!WAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

試下post下video先,的士話用寫blog形式會好過做個人網頁,如果咁樣要post on9之夜條片咪一定要用youtube? (waoooooooooooo!!never ar eric!!dont play 9 me ar!!!)

nothing really matter


nothing to write at the moment but wanna try to create a post so my cat's photo will be a good choice! woho!