tone of loneliness

there is still one day of the exhibition to go but suddenly feel strong feeling of empty and loneliness. played snooker two night with jeff but that feeling still cannt be got away. maybe just sitting at the booth for whole day and without internet there i almost do nothing for the company except trash talking with the unknown people and exchanging the name card. during these few days met many people some of them are quite annoying take the sales of the organization, they keep persuading me to join the next show even thought i say i will call them if i need. they just dont listening and keep bothering me, may i say "fuck off please!" but as gentle like me i will never do that. but still that is funny to meet different people from different countries. basically they are nice and willing to talk but only about business. I must confess that i am very lucky to know the two old england man from working in my previous company because we are just friends! anyway, i was cheated again by a sales today to sign a new contract for using their advertising service next year! I fucking hate that sales!! they called those skill or technique in selling but i think that is just what they premeditated and eventually if you talk with them you will be on the way (to be cheated).

what is worse than being prosecuted for just driving your parent to the train station? this morning i was charged by a fresh policeman (i suppose he is because of his aptitude) because i stopped my car just 5m away from the authorized area! my dad was fucking angry and wanna fuck him but i just stopped him and let the police finish it quickly. But in mind that is just a trap and the reality is the fresh policeman needs that experience more than I really offense the rule!! Who should blame?

remember there is one more day to standby in your booth!