if you dont understand please xxxx off

It is always good to have time to be alone to think and write. Without any topics without any rules, without any pressure we can write or talk very freely. Not just expressing ourselves but it's also a kind of self-appreciation? alright we all need to be valued in certain extent. thanks for everyone who reads this rubbish or try to leave me comment but even without comment i think i will keep on and most important is that is a place totally belong to me not anyone. and if you don't understand please piss off.

now i am sitting alone in a cafe with my iced cappuccino and there is a very charming girl sitting right in front of me. i can't help just staring on her. And on the other side there is an annoying agent talking with her client about the insurance plan or something. It is funny to observe someone's behavior like that as u are just like a person who is not existing in this place.

Emails - what I mostly spend my working time on it. but what it is about besides some words or numbers? I think it is nothing. It is about money only. it is funny to think why we need to earn so much money. it is meaningless to tell how many digits in your account if you have no way to use it. Really no way? I can get many toys I like if i am rich as hell! we all keep working and striving for our future. to buy houses, cars, stocks and bonds and so on. but what is next? more houses, more cars more stocks and bonds? it cannot fill your heart anyway. (maybe most people does) I do prefer spending more time with someone i love (family and friends). what i found is it is always wrong if you emphasize love more than doing it. or love must be announced? that is why i tag "what is love anyway" here.

so now apart from those childhood friends, all sentimental animals come along together and form a rubbish team. and what we want is just fun. yup just for fun. bought a 5k Godin A6 Ultra electric plus acoustic guitar recently with taxi! woho Amp will be delivery this friday hopefully we will play something differently! again if you dont understand please piss off.